____i feel so empty, i feel so hollow___

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*latest news*

"i am ~~sick~~ and ~~tired~~ of ~~crying~~ all day and all night that's why my mind said that ~~i have to move on~~, but my heart tells me that i should stay and hold on... it's when i dream of you every night only to wake up in the morning with ~~tears in my eyes~~...

most of all, it's when no matter how ~~i try to forget you~~, i just really can't because of the fact that I REALLY LOVE YOU...
i miss you so much
and you're my one and only one MYANGEL!"

and
"i hate standing at the front of my mirror.. 'coz everytime i do i always see a girl cryin' askin' me what happened and where does that unselfish love go..i don't know what to say 'coz i'm also hurtin' when i see her with that swollen eyes, she is so lost, lonely and all alone... i want to help her,but i just don't know how...i love this girl so much... and i also know who can bring her smile back...but i don't know how and where to reach him... that's her ANGEL "

*crime scene*

Crime: loving an IMMORTAL
Criminal: Averyll Joyce Valdenarro
a.k.a: former pinkmagic and prettypink
now silentscreamer ~ brokenwings
Birthday: April 12, 1987
Age: 20
Zodiac sign: Aries
Location: Singalong Malate, Manila Philippines
School: St. Paul University Manila
Course: Bachelor of Science in Computer Science
Occupation: a graduate vindicated girl
Motto: it is better to lose your pride than to lose someone you love because of your useless pride!
Unforgettabe date and time: March 12, 2006 -11:17pm

-=She is=-

1. ~~BROKEN~~hearted
2. ~~IYAKIN~~
3. ~~SWOLLEN~~ eyed
4. soul ~~SEARCHING~~
5. searching for her ANGEL
6. ~~LONGING~~ for her BABYANGEL
7. ~~MISSING~~ herself
8. naughty
9. funny
10. simple
11. innocent
12. childlike coz she wants to be always treated as a baby but she's mature enough for some things

-=Loves=-

1. GOD
2. her family
3. her BESTFRIEND
4. herANGEL COH
5. her BABYANGEL COH
6. her BEI COH
7. her KNIGHT AND SHININ' ARMOR COH
8. her POOGE COH
9. her MAHAL COH
10. her MIRMO MAHAL COH
11. her DADI COH
12. her MONKEY COH

-=Favorites=-

1. Color: PINK
2. Gadgets: cellphone
3. : radio/mp4
4. : digital camera
5. : computer
6. Fashion : accessories/butterflies
7. : baby tops/
fitted/spags
8. : skinny jeans/skirts
/shorts[trousers/pedal pusher pants]
9. Food and drinks: pasta/pizza/tea/
frapuccino- starbucks' vanilla caramel and white mocha
10. : sweets-chocolates & ice cream
11. likes to learn new things yet easily get bored
12. a person who loves music very much
-=What makes her smile=-

1. her family
2. her BESTFRIEND
3. her ANGEL COH
4. her BABYANGEL COH
5. her BEI COH
6. her POOGE COH
7. her MIRMO MAHAL COH
8. her MAHAL COH
9. her DADI COH
10. her MONKEY COH
11. smile of myANGEL
12. lips of an ANGEL
-=What turns her on=-

1. smile
2. unbeatable/
unbreakable friendship
3. sweetness
4. sincerity
5. respects her not only as a girl but also as a person
6. trusts her and trustworthy
7. thoughtfulness
8. integrity
9. accepts her as she is
10. appreciates everythin' about her
11. understands the whole her
12. makes her feel she does still exist in this world
-=What pisses her off=-

1. plastics
2. brainwashers
3. backstabbers
4. liars
5. two-timers
6. stupidity
7. fake
8. fallacious
9. pretender
10. ridiculous
11. rumors/gossips
12. she hates cockcroaches so much...y?!kase cla lumilipad cia hinde...harhar

according to investigation her name was based on the month she was born which is april...actually it is pronounce as long a, but few of her friends really finds hard to pronounce it correctly so it became short a.

joyce..?! she really don't know where it came from... maybe from baby's book...haha.. nah...juz kidin'.. maybe her parents wanted
her to be happy all the time.. and maybe when she came out from her mother's womb.....

she laughed instead...haha... *o dba astig..pinanganak na tumatawa..sounds weird ayt??!!!*haha...

her friends usually call her aryl.. coz others find it hard to say her real name and pronounce it incorrect... some says everyl ung iba naman abbyril others say ivory
hehehe..ang panget.. gawin daw bang brandname ng shampoo name nia.. but its aryt...

*qoute*

"it hurts to be ~~rejected~~ by someone you love but believe me it ~~hurts~~ a hundred times more to be ~~turned away~~ who once swore undying love for YOU"

*qoute*

"it hurts to be ~~rejected~~ by someone you love but believe me it ~~hurts~~ a hundred times more to be ~~turned away~~ who once swore undying love for YOU"

*downloading*

1. wait for you; elliot yamin
2. ako'y sayo; firstcircle
3. your song; parokya ni edgar
4. nobody knows; babyface
5. four in the morning; gwen stefani
6. always be my baby; mariah
carey
7. your guardian angel; the red
jumpsuit apparatus
8. dream of me; kirsten dunst
9. missin you; meja
10. stay; lisa loeb
11. on bended knees; boyzIImen
12. cool with you; jennifer love hewitt

*reminisce*

1. magbalik; callalily
2. i miss you; tlc
3. home; daughtry
4. back into me; amber
5. superstar; usher
6. when you're gone; avril lavigne
7. i didn't mean to make you mine;nina
8. you're beautiful; james blunt
9. how do i breathe; mario
10. sorry, blame it on me ; akon
11. soulmate; natasha beningfield
and lastly....
12. .REBOUND; silent sanctuary*hmmm...batit kea..?!auts..!!ahehe*

*flashback*

1. love will lead you back; kyla
2. biglaan; sixcyclemind
3. bakit ba?; siakol
4. breathe again; toni braxton
5. water runs dry; boyzIImen
6. somewhere down the road; barry manilow
7. i still believe; mariah carey
8. the scientist; coldplay
9. parting time; introvoys
10. my immortal; evanescence
11. i still believe; mariah carey
12. nasaan; nyoy volante

*your judgement*

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you can close your eyes with things you don't want to see...

but you can never close your heart with the things you don't want to feelT_T

*witnesses*

ling
tere
abbey
danica

*other accounts*

friendster account
pinkmagic_12: YM account

*credits*

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a heartbreak is not always as loud as bomb explosion... sometimes, it can be silent as leaf falling... and the most painful thing is NO ONE hears it but YOU...
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tomorrow mornin' I'm hittin' the dusty road gonna find you wherever, ever you might go I'm gonna unload my heart and hope you come back to me...im missin you.. but nobody knows it but me
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here i go again thinking of impossible things with you how could i possibly avoid these thoughts? when i know you're with someone else i'm crazy over you, but i'm nothin' for you i'm tired of waiting, but i have to..
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i'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move on on the other side I wanna break down and cry... let it burn
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if i tell you i love you, you'll think i'm lying. but i'd rather tell you i love you and let you think i'm lying than say i don't love you and know for sure i'm lying.
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late last night, I was going through some old things When i saw a picture of you, my best friend it reminded me of days when you were mine you had a way that always left me here with a smile I want those sweet days back again, cause baby just wanna be cool with you again
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i'm happy but deep down i'm not, i'm alright but in reality i'm losin' my mind, tried not to show, tried not to talk to you, but one word, one look, one smile from you.. i know.. again..i'd fall...
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i take one step away and I find myself coming back to you my one and only one and only you..
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from every human being there rises a light that reaches straight to heaven... and when two souls that are destined to be together find each other, their streams of light flow together, and a single brighter light goes forth from their united being
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somewhere down the road our roads will gotta cross again it doesn't really matter when...but somewhere down the road
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im sayin i love you again are you listenin open your eyes again look at me cryin if only you can hear me shout your name if only you can feel my love again the stars in the sky will never be the same if only i have wings so i can fly i wanna be with you for all the time my love for you will never die if only you were here
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it's hard with the one who leaves, but it's harder with the one who is left behind..
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kay bilis..ba't umalis..nakaka-miss.. nabigla lang di ko man lamang nalaman na mawawala.. nabigla lang di mo man lamang naisip na idahan-dahan.. di ako sanay sa biglaan.. unti-unti na lang sanang nawala
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sana bukas magkita na tayong muli di na sasayangin ang bawat sandali magyayakapan tapos na ang iyakan magiging maayos na muli ang lahat
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~the smooth criminal~ eye witness
tekti
hahaha pacute!!!
somewhere down the road...
calirayagirl naman
chekwa daw oh!!!hahaha
nagpagupit po pala ako...ahaha...who cares?
asan ako? ahehe...sino gusto sumama?wah hahaha...loko lang=p
last song syndrome~bagay ba sakin ang kulot?bagay ba sakin ang kulot?wah hahahaha
~her family~ family portrait
pahingi po pagkain!nyahahaha
alin alin alin ang naiba wah hahahaha

the fruits of their love!wah hahaha
alin alin alin ang naiba wah hahahaha
sexy!!!ahaha
japanese garden, caliraya laguna
ZZZzzzzzzzZZzz
ahia jb~me
siobejanna~me*mmmuuuaahhh*
dihia bopbop~me
ice cream girls
nyahahaha
pedritos@pangasinan
moa
mana sa pinagmanahan..hahaha
models ba i2??ahehe..la kontra!
kulang...waaahhhh
dad~me~siobe~ahia
our lady of lourdes church@tagaytay...asan ato?waahhh
~her cousins~ me~tita beng
cousins in mother's side
*counterclockwise* me~atzi sheila~shoti carlo~ahia~shoti miguel
baby justin~baby yesha~adrian
siobe janna~april~anna~me
shoti carlo~me~tita beng~shoti miguel
siobe~april~anna~tita beng~me~dianne
me~tita~siobe
miggy~caloi~me~tita@bluewave
miggy~me~caloi~tita~ahia
~her pakner~ pakners in crime
~the immortal~ hai...ahehehe..i'm sorry but i still love you!T_T
" i still believe...hai...isa po sana ito sa gift ko for you...ako po nagdrawing nian...ahehe..hai..peo i know maibibigay ko padin po lahat at ng buo..
bunso namin...si baby ana...ahehe...sana alala mu pa po babies natin..hai...miss ka napo namin dadi..
~shoot me now~ tell me, how do i breathe?

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