Entries for November, 2007

November 6th, 2007
confessions of a brokenheart(part Vi- a letter to GOD)

dear god,

 

thank you po at nakakaya ko parin po lahat…thank you po sa araw araw na binibigay niu saking pagasa…naniniwala po ako na darating din po ung araw na ngingiti po ako ulit…patawarin niu po sana ako sa mga nagawa ko dati na naoffend po kau…sorry po talaga…sana po magkabati napo kami ng angel ko…miss na miss ko napo siya…naniniwala po ako na someday, somewhere and somehow my and arthur’s road will gotta cross again at mapaguusapan po namin lahat ng maaus….naniniwala po ako na baka hindi lang po talaga ngayon ang oras naming dalawa kase po nung magsisimula palang po kami kailangan napo naming maghiwalay…na long distance po ung magiging relationship namin…naniniwala po ako na baka kailangan muna naming tuparin mga pangarap naming dalawa ng magkahiwalay..na baka kailangan buuin muna namin ng magkalayo…at baka balang araw kami parin pos a huli…papa god mahal na mahal kop o angel ko…bestfriend ko… sana tulungan niu ako ayusin buhay ko habang naghihintay po sakanya…papa god tulungan niu po ako buhatin ung cross kopo…pawiin niu po sana ung sakit na nararamdaman namin…punasan niu po sana ung bawat patak ng luha na pumapatak sa mata po namin…bigyan niu po sana kami ng lakas para makayanan lahat ito…at sana po maging maaus napo ulit lahat…sana poi tama niu po lahat ng mali…naniniwala po ako na walang imposible sainiu na meyroong tamang panahon at lugar para sa lahat…naniniwala po ako na ililigtas niu po ako sa kalungkutang ito…at balang araw magiging maaus po ulit lahat…

 

alm niu po ba bakit di ko po magawa sumuko…kase po bawat araw po na gumigising ako…alam ko po panibagong pagasa po un…maraming salamat po ssa araw araw na buhay po ba pinapahiram niu sakin at panibagong pagasa po…saka po naniniwala po ako na hindi po ganun angel ko po ung pinahiram niu po sakin…alam ko po nababalutan lang po siya ng pride at kasinungalingan…naniniwala po ako in your right time po lalabas at lalabas padin po ung totoo…hai..

 

tulungan niu rin po sana si jarmaine…pareho po kami ng pinagdadaanan ngayon…tulungan niu po kami makaya lahat to…sana po maging masaya napo ulit kami ng pakner q…pangako po…papangitiin kopo siya lagi…sana po maging happy napo siya ulit…ung sakit po na nararamdaman nia sana akin nalang po…ayoko po kase nalulungkot pakner ko eh…tulungan niu po sana kami…

 

sana po maging maaus napo ulit lahat…ibalik niu po sana ung ngiti sa mga labi po namin…sana po magkabati napo lahat ng magkaaway…para pagdating po ng birthday niu po masaya nap ulit lahat…thank you po ulit…

 

                                                                                                                                    Amen…

 

love,

                                                                                                                                    aryl

 

…i guess only to have amnesia para maging ok na ulit ako…pero di padin kase ISIP lang naman nakakakimot diba?hindi ung PUSO…right?hai…pero di puede alam ko i need to be brave and strong…and i know and i believe naman na God will never hit problems without a solution dba?right time and place lang siguro talaga…

 

to my body, sorry and i promise to take care of you na ulit para maalagaan natin siya pagbalik nia…hai…everything’s gonna be fine…

 

to my heart, sige magmahal ka lang…jan naman tau masaya dba?pero sana wag na muna masyado…ako na muna siguro mahalin mu ulit para if ever God will give us a chance to be with him again magiging happy na ulit tau…dba?sana tulungan mu din ako…kase naniniwala naman ako na hindi tau forever ganito…basta pray lang tau kase si God lang nakakaintindi sating dalawa…hahaha…nagagalit si isip saka si katawan oh…hai…basta magiging ok ulit lahat just trust and stay in love with God…

 

“no matter how softly we pray, God listens and understands. He knows the hopes and fears we keep in our hearts. And if we trust in His love, MIRACLES DO HAPPEN!”

 

oh ayan…ahehehe…hai…di ko po alam pano tatapusin ung confessions ko…basta babalitaan ko na lang po kau!ipagdasal niu din po sana ko huh?thank you po!hai

 

Posted by aryl at 08:10 PM | overruled

all i know is my name was based on the month i was born wc is april...& actually it is pronounce as long a but few of my friends really finds hard to pronounce it correctly so it bcme short a. joyce.?!i really don't know where it came from... maybe from baby's book...haha..nah...juz kidin'.. maybe my parents wanted me to be happy all the ..and maybe when i came out from my mother's womb... i laughed instead...haha...*o dba astig.. pinanganak na tumatawa..sounds weird ayt??!!!*haha... [+]my friends usually call me aryl..coz others find it hard 2 say my real name & pronounce it incorrect... some says everyl..ung iba nman abbyril.. others say ivory...hehehe..ang panget.. gawin daw bang brandname ng shampoo name q.. but its aryt... ---sumtyms i act..... [+]weird [+]pampam [+]superstisticious [+]naughty [+]funny [+]simple [+]childlike coz i want to be always treated as a baby but m mature enough for some things [+] innocent [+] witty [+] moody [+] gullible [+] sensitive [+] strong yet weak [+] dependent [+] garrulous -=i am=- [+]5'4 in height [+]maputi [+] a silent lover [+]sabi nila di daw me marunong mgalit [+] always ready to give smile to everyone and anyone [+]a former malatean [+] a person who loves music very much... --especially ung alternative,acapella, acoustic and slow rock ---bsta knta ng d calling, linkin park, usher,parokya, hale, spongecola,mymp..! [+]chat addict ren po*tambay lage s mm12/mm16* [+]i also like chinese guys...wla lng... attracted lng kc ako s singkit eh -= i luv =- [+accessories [+]chocol8s & ice cream*sweets [+]color pink obvious naman aight..?! [+]spongebob & marvin d martian [+]all about fashion [+]alex band, chito miranda,buwi,hero,mark herras, brent javier, yael of spongecola, vanness wu, and my ultimate crush...warren austria [+]to learn new things yet easily get bored [+]i'm d person who really loves mcdonalds -= what makes me smile =- [+] people who are interesting [+] sincerity and integrity [+] sweetness [+] thoughtfulness [+]my family [+] my friends -=what pisses me off=- [+] exams.. [+] plastics [+] backstabbers [+] liars [+] two-timers [+] stupidity [+] people who are so full of confidence of themselves [+]i hate cockcroaches so much...y?!kase cla lumilipad aq hinde...harhar...

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