Entries for October, 2005

October 2nd, 2005
fallin in love!damn!

When you think of your past love, you may view it as a failure
But when you find new love, you will view the past as a teacher
In the game of love, it does not really matter who wins or loses.
What is important is that you know when to hold on and when to let go!
You know you really love someone when you want him or her to be happy, even if their happiness means that you've not part of it.
Everything happens for the best.
If the person you love doesn't love you back, don't be afraid to love someone else again, for you'll never know unless you give it a try.

You'll never love a person you love unless you risk for love.
Love strives in hurting. In love you don't get hurt, you don't learn how to love.
Love doesn't hurt all the time though the hurting is still there to test you, to help you grow.
Don't find love… Let love find you.
That's why it's called falling in love
Because you don't force yourself to fall. You just fall.

You cannot finish a book without closing its chapters.
If you want to go on, then you have to leave the past as you turn the pages size.
Love is not destroyed by a single failure or won by a single caress.
It is a lifetime venture in which we are always learning, discovering and growing.

The greatest irony of love is letting go when you need to hold on, and holding on when you need to let go.
We lose someone we love only when we are destined to find someone else who can love us even more that we can love ourselves.

On falling out of love, take sometime to heal and then get back on the horse.
But don't ever make the same mistake of riding the same one that threw you the first time.
To love is to risk rejection. To live is to risk death. To hope is to risk failure. But risk must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing!

To reach for another is to risk involvement.
To expose your feelings is to expose true self.
To love is to risk not to be loved in return.

How to define love:
Fall, but not stumble,
Be constant but not too persistent,
Share and be unfair,

Understand and try not to demand,
Hurt but never keep pain.

Love is like a knife.
It can stab the heart or it can carve wonderful images into the soul that always lasts for a lifetime.
Love is supposed to be the most wonderful feeling.
It should inspire you and give you joy and strength.
But sometimes the things that give you joy can also hurt you in the end.
Loving people means giving them the freedom who they choose to be and where they choose to be.

 

Posted by aryl at 04:11 AM | 1 court appeals

October 7th, 2005
whatta......
grabehhh...whatta hectic week....kakapagod sobrang dami ginagawa...1 week n ko walang matinong tulog...sabay-sabay deadlines....haayyy...tapos finals na next week...hala talaga...ahaha...un lng po...share lng...

Posted by aryl at 01:26 PM | overruled

quote for the dei =p

 

"every heart has a reason to love, but even the reason doesn't know the reason at all...!!!"

 

                      

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aus b??!anlabo noh...ahaha... wala lang...

 

Posted by aryl at 01:40 PM | overruled

October 14th, 2005
love?!

 

 

love?!prang gani2 yn eh...paiba-iba ng mood...color nga lang ang niba d2...ahaha

Posted by aryl at 03:26 PM | overruled

October 16th, 2005
Speak heart, this is thy chance
 

Absence makes the heart fonder

Time, but when the heart starts to grow fond
Distance is assumed
 
Pity the heart that has to cry every night
Pity the heart that mourns for the love that she hoped she has
Pity the heart that has to learn the spite when it never knew how
 
Why weep and mourn?
Distance is always present for a reason
Distance is made and kept
 
  So as not hurt
So as not to hope
So as not to wait
 
Absence doesn’t make the heart grow fonder
It makes the bearer hate, burn, and spite!
Because when the time is right
When the bearer starts to wonder
Initially, where did al start?
When somebody’s presence broke your heart!
 

Posted by aryl at 02:20 PM | 1 court appeals

October 18th, 2005
Walkin’ state

Haunted by the past

That seemed to never last

deeply wounded

But never daunted

Scarred feelings and bruised ego

But never wanting to let go

Hatred started creepin’ fast deep within

Yet memories of the past came rushin’ in

Memories that will be kept for a very long time

Now that finally had hold on to what’s mine

Posted by aryl at 02:39 PM | overruled

ansarap magcelebrate magisa!

waahhh...two months n kami wala..wala pang nangyayari saken..dapat five months n kami kahapon...nagcelebrate ako mag-isa...ahaha..

umatend kami ng party kagabi at gloria maris sa greenhills...grabe dmi singkit...ang gguapo ng kamag-anak ko...after ilang years kahapon lang kami ulit nagkita...dati mga uhugin ngaun kala mu kung sinong artistahin...di ko na nga sila nakilala eh and likewise..ahihihi...grabeh talaga kung di ko lang sila cousins....ahahha...joke lang...pero pwede naman un diba malayo...as in malayong pinsan...anak sila ng pinsan ng mom ko...ahehehe...joke lang...

tapos...ung isang waiter dun hawig pa ni miguel.. sa table pa namin nagseserve....tapos guess what tinawag siya nung isang waiter ewan ko kung tama narinig ko...miguel ata name...ahaha..napalingon nga ako eh...o baka napaparanoid lang ako...pero siempre mas guapo bhei ko dun...ahaha

un tapos uminom kaming magpipinsan (first cousins lang...)tigiisa lang namang bote ng sml...kasama namin parents namin eh...

Posted by aryl at 03:27 PM | overruled

October 20th, 2005
Peter Pan

I wishfully open my windows

Every night, hopin’

Like a desperate fool to see you

 And your lovely fairy float

In the star – studded heavens

Come into my room, and take me

If only you’re as real

As my wounds and pains

If only you could see me

Fly me to Neverland

And let me join the merry band

Before Captain Hooks of my world feed me

To the crocodiles of their intentions

Posted by aryl at 03:21 PM | overruled

October 22nd, 2005
nakausap ko siya!

hay..after 2 months nakausap ko siya..nasa bicol raw siya i dunno if ano ginagawa nia dun..kinamusta niya ko...sbi ko ok lang *kahit inde*...sbi nia miss nia na raw ako...*siyempre kinilig naman*ahehe...un..tapos sabi niya siguro raw may bago na kong boyfriend..*hayy kung alam niya lng talaga...*tapos un... naputol na..

hayy..andami-dami kong gusto sabihin sa kanya pero bakit pag andyan na siya kahit isang salita sa mga naframe up ko sa utak ko na sasabihin sa kanya biglang nawawala...nalulunok ko dila ko...

totoo ba ung "first love never dies?"ehehe...lalng...

Posted by aryl at 01:50 AM | 1 court appeals

October 23rd, 2005
prince charming..?!

 

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where's my prince charming to kiss me and wake me up from this long sleep?!

i hope all things that is happening to me right now is just a dream or maybe can i call it worst nightmare..?!so that, if i wake up tomorrow no more tears will fall...no more hurt feelings and everything...why is that i just can't forget all these damn things...and why is that when i am already preparing myself to move on...here he is callin me again..again all the memories will come back and and my tears will fall...*ganito ba talaga pag first love?*

but i'm not rushin in to fall and hurt once again...and i don't wanna use another guy just to forget him...*anlabo ko noh* hayy...up to now i am still confuse of all these things....

is it right to be anxious from this thing called "love" because of what happened to me?damn...

Posted by aryl at 02:55 AM | 1 court appeals

all i know is my name was based on the month i was born wc is april...& actually it is pronounce as long a but few of my friends really finds hard to pronounce it correctly so it bcme short a. joyce.?!i really don't know where it came from... maybe from baby's book...haha..nah...juz kidin'.. maybe my parents wanted me to be happy all the ..and maybe when i came out from my mother's womb... i laughed instead...haha...*o dba astig.. pinanganak na tumatawa..sounds weird ayt??!!!*haha... [+]my friends usually call me aryl..coz others find it hard 2 say my real name & pronounce it incorrect... some says everyl..ung iba nman abbyril.. others say ivory...hehehe..ang panget.. gawin daw bang brandname ng shampoo name q.. but its aryt... ---sumtyms i act..... [+]weird [+]pampam [+]superstisticious [+]naughty [+]funny [+]simple [+]childlike coz i want to be always treated as a baby but m mature enough for some things [+] innocent [+] witty [+] moody [+] gullible [+] sensitive [+] strong yet weak [+] dependent [+] garrulous -=i am=- [+]5'4 in height [+]maputi [+] a silent lover [+]sabi nila di daw me marunong mgalit [+] always ready to give smile to everyone and anyone [+]a former malatean [+] a person who loves music very much... --especially ung alternative,acapella, acoustic and slow rock ---bsta knta ng d calling, linkin park, usher,parokya, hale, spongecola,mymp..! [+]chat addict ren po*tambay lage s mm12/mm16* [+]i also like chinese guys...wla lng... attracted lng kc ako s singkit eh -= i luv =- [+accessories [+]chocol8s & ice cream*sweets [+]color pink obvious naman aight..?! [+]spongebob & marvin d martian [+]all about fashion [+]alex band, chito miranda,buwi,hero,mark herras, brent javier, yael of spongecola, vanness wu, and my ultimate crush...warren austria [+]to learn new things yet easily get bored [+]i'm d person who really loves mcdonalds -= what makes me smile =- [+] people who are interesting [+] sincerity and integrity [+] sweetness [+] thoughtfulness [+]my family [+] my friends -=what pisses me off=- [+] exams.. [+] plastics [+] backstabbers [+] liars [+] two-timers [+] stupidity [+] people who are so full of confidence of themselves [+]i hate cockcroaches so much...y?!kase cla lumilipad aq hinde...harhar...

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